Who To Listen?

Angels have fallen from the sky to my dream,
To fight those demons who made me scream!
They are here for bringing peace to my mind,
To teach the evils the concept of being kind.
 
For some, I am good rest consider me bad.
Behind this pretentious smile, only few can see the sad.
Their ears can only listen to my happy songs,
But some pure souls can feel why my head bongs.

I am different from everyone’s point of view;
I fix a few things but mostly, everything, I screw.
I am just another human stuck between good and evil;li 
When I was drowning nobody came for my retrieval!
 
My heart goes north and brain walk towards the south.
Heart says everything by eyes brain lies through the mouth.
When the brain stops thinking, profoundly heart starts beating;
They are two antiparallel lines, moving opposite, never meeting.
 
My body consists both heaven and hell.
To be a human, I have to maintain this balance well.
Nor an angel, neither a devil can win this fight;
Brain versus heart, the match takes place every night!